23 more days to Sundown Marathon.
12 more days to driving test.

But I am seriously not prepared for the a/m. Working life is busy. No time for a lot of things. I am kind of worry about coping for part time degree course. Anyway, working life sucks.

Lastly, 8 more days to jobless.

Month of April passes rather fast. Had my 1st race in this newly joined team. Didn't managed to clinched any cookies back. Upcoming race will be in mid may. Joining club team compared to school team really makes a big difference. I really really really miss those days, where the bond and team fighting spirit is really there. I miss the dinner session with the guys after training at techno coffee shop. I miss the after-training hangout at suntec city/Marina Square. I miss all those moments. I really really really hope to be in the school team again. But then, seems like no more chance already. Why didn't I like business courses in SIM? Why didn't I get better results to get into local University? Why am I living in regrets? Whycan't I just be like the majority?

Extension after extension, from 31st march to 15th apr to 30th apr and now till 15th may. No more extension after this as the work is getting boring.

Went for the AED interview last Friday. The interview was at my alma mater. Familiar environment, but unfamilar faces. 4 interviewers interviewed me. (Should be some big shot from the school). I was rather surprised that the interview went on like this. Feel kind of different. No Q and A which lead me to think that am I doomed for the interview? By the way, I did something rather wrong for a job interview. My hair was quite long (after trimming few days ago) and I was late!! However, I feel that the interview went on rather smoothly. I did not attempt to 'act' like someone and just be nature. That's what is important right? hahaha...

Received 2 letters 2 days ago. One was from NTU and the other from Air Force. I was officially rejected by NTU (Expected, just that wanting to try as there is a glimpse of hope, so shouldn't give up right?). I opened up the other letter, it is also another rejection letter for the position of Air Operation System Specialist. I was wondering, since when did I apply for this vocation? I called them the next day, after some checking, they say that that was my 2nd choice (But I really don't remembering applying for that). I asked how about my 1st choice. He says, " For ACS, there is no more vacancies for ACS. You can try re-applying next year from Jan to March." After hearing this, I really feel that the whole world is collasping and was quite sad. Seems like no job wants me, not even RSAF. this double blow really saddens me and ruin my day. I feel helpless. AED seems to be my only hope now. I hope for the best.

Happened to browse through the PESS website, seems like the another alternative route for me. I was wondering if they only choose good polytechnic results.

Driving test on 18th May. Revision lesson attended: One. Please wish me good luck, I don't wish to fail again.