Merry Christmas!

It's just like any other day when I spend this special day at home doing nothing. Don't really look forward for any programme as I don't really celebrate Christmas through my entire life. NS life have come to the mid point, life not that bad, as compared to the rest. But having to do guard duty makes me feel sian, how I wish I have enough money to buy all the guard duty. Sometimes do feel irritated when people say " Slack right?" after hearing my unit. So what if my unit is slacker then yours? Going slack unit shows that I am somehow a bit luckier, that doesn't mean I do not want to work hard or remain slack.

"Going slack unit shows that I am somehow a bit luckier". Sometimes I think back, am I really that lucky? Or perhaps, I am the unluckiest among the lucky one. Feel that everything is not on my side most of the time. Life sucks. I used to believe that so as long you work hard, you will get what you want. Well, some people don't have to try hard and get something they want, whereas others may have to try damn hard in order to achieve it, or even worse, not able to get it at all. Sometimes was wondering, why not leave everything to fate, instead of working so hard. Well, life has to go on, no matter how good or bad is it, because life sucks.